I’m falling

fearful and nervous.

I’m calling

trust and faith.

I’m uncomfortable

scared and unsure.

I’m able

to land on my feet.

Be brave, Be bold, Be beautiful.

This is what I like to say to myself and to others. This is what I’ve consciously wanted to be since summer of 2017.

Pardon me while I focus on myself for a bit, it may not suit anyone but me, it may create folds in my stability, security and how others see me (a concern I’ve always carried). It may make things weird. It’s definitely not easy for me and every time I put myself first, I feel like I’m falling.